you are worth more than your scars

Vapours of pattern, diluting in exhalation, twisting familiarity of my history, I made ‘it just is’, I am worthy of awaking, shedding

the threat, unsafety

A unique and cherished woman Chatting on her phone A ‘regular’, everyday woman There’s no such thing In regular, read, extraordinary

They are the ones who see the world They are honest and wonderful These forces of kind and strong

notes - Life of a showgirl Under lock and key My job to carry yours Weighty constraints

Poetry, me and my ADHD, Stimmy stimmerson, a poem about living

I’m older now, child parts, inside

demolition of the concrete (tornado, absorbing the pretty) Heart is still there

a strangely, beautifully wonderful thought, tarastar.substack.com Dogs they net the moment, Live within it Snatching magic, it’s not caught

the ripples, poetry

Make it up as I go along, shame

fluctuations and lack of feelings. discomfort in the body. ‘Should’. defence mechanisms

TTPD. The Manuscript - How likely that I could have future fertility issues due to your lies? How foolish that I ‘trusted’ you

Once I’m with the Wizard

To attach.

on writing, ADHD

Idea in progress, days of, the 1 - notes

I get there, evolving moments, unease, 3

Have to get the tears over with