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Graffiti on my brain
Poetry, me and my ADHD, Stimmy stimmerson, a poem about living
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May 142 min read
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Being my own..
I’m older now, child parts, inside
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Mar 161 min read
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Picture poetry
demolition of the concrete (tornado, absorbing the pretty) Heart is still there
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Feb 212 min read
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Do dogs smell colour?
a strangely, beautifully wonderful thought, tarastar.substack.com
Dogs they net the moment, Live within it
Snatching magic, it’s not caught
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Feb 82 min read
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Language matters
the ripples, poetry
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Feb 72 min read
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Anxious play
Make it up as I go along, shame
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Feb 41 min read
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Can’t. Can’t. Can
fluctuations and lack of feelings. discomfort in the body. ‘Should’. defence mechanisms
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Jan 251 min read
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Skimmed manuscript, of care that wasn’t there
TTPD. The Manuscript - How likely that I could have future fertility issues due to your lies?
How foolish that I ‘trusted’ you
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Jan 241 min read
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I exist.
Once I’m with the Wizard
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Jan 182 min read
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Longing
To attach.
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Jan 161 min read
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As a child I ..
on writing, ADHD
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Jan 52 min read
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From both sides
Idea in progress, days of, the 1 - notes
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Dec 31, 20242 min read
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Christmas
I get there, evolving moments, unease, 3
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Dec 29, 20241 min read
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When?
Have to get the tears over with
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Dec 26, 20242 min read
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It shifts..
lifting
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Dec 19, 20241 min read
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Inspired by Trustfall by P!nk
Eyes open, keep it there tonight
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Dec 2, 20241 min read
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Howl
brutal denial, you are not alone, needs still there
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Nov 19, 20241 min read
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After
By any force necessary,
closed off, brain gone, numb
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Nov 19, 20241 min read
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Undone
poetry and impeaches, St James’ willows, Taylo Swift from Midnights ‘You’re on your own Kid’ , London
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Nov 16, 20241 min read
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Winnie, scared, poetic excavation of my darkest thoughts
repetitive thoughts, slowly being more nourishing, slowly the loving ones getting less ignored
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Nov 5, 20243 min read
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