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Sometimes I feel that I’m ‘bad’
I talk to the sky, stars and all the paper
Trying to remind me that I’m just sad
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Mar 12, 20252 min read


Saturday night
The train
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Feb 8, 20251 min read


Bags under eyes..
All the different sides of me
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Jan 18, 20251 min read


Imagine..
Why does it seem so easy?
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Jan 12, 20252 min read


As a child I ..
on writing, ADHD
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Jan 5, 20252 min read


ADHD tax
The portion of the therapy I pay for where I talk about how unseen I felt and how I was perceived as ‘too much’ Loosing and replacing...
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Jan 3, 20251 min read


ADHD Admin
Re-inserting my card numbers into accounts online after losing my bank card. ADHD (and tiredness) The delay of waiting for a new...
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Jan 2, 20253 min read


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Jan 2, 20251 min read


Connections
rough, not human
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Dec 30, 20245 min read


Always be ‘extra’
F* k ‘em, I see you
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Dec 29, 20241 min read


The words falling from my head
ADHD, over-giving, sense of dread
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Nov 23, 20241 min read


Tender.
It’s all mixed up. A bruise.
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Nov 14, 20243 min read


Some of the things I thought were ‘my fault’ or ‘something weird in me’ before my adult ADHD diagnosis
I blamed me.
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Nov 8, 20241 min read


Hard to know which is which
confusion, delaying diagnosis, questioning everything, self-doubt, undiagnosed childhood ADHD, feeling like an annoyance, feeling misunderst
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Nov 7, 202411 min read


‘Self-obsessed’ and dripping in shame
Judged, I care, passionate, interrupting, ‘over’-talking, physically painful, shame, a few short words
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Oct 30, 20241 min read


‘Deficit’
During the pandemic, I was re-reminded why I needed an ADHD assessment
Tara, I’m ‘too much’ How I knew
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Oct 18, 20243 min read


Things my ADHD brain loves..
ADHD and shame, poetry on trauma, sometimes I despair at the world
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Oct 12, 20243 min read


Hi!
Introduction, notes, poetry, ADHD and internal messaging received, shame, IBS
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Oct 1, 20242 min read


Quicksand
and sparks
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Sep 29, 20245 min read


Why I wanted an ADHD assessment
ADHD women, society’s judgement, my shame
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Sep 27, 20246 min read














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