Keeping my ego ‘in check A confused ego / trying to build self-worth Delusions of grandeur to deny my needs and the fact that I need to

poetry if you scroll down, New Year

Making life come alive, patterns and self-blame

Why does it seem so easy?

I feel like a commodity, trauma and poetry, we move further forward, slowly, there is change

Swallow my shame, diary of poem, I’m always to blame

‘We love your energy’ Give it all, feel shame Cyclone Scared On high-alert In case you suck me in

Triggered by untruths.. and confused Triggered by the little lies Stricken by the divide Created, from stories, so irrelevant

distraction, brain overrun, mind slowing down

It hurts me how little respect you have for me And me being the joke is more convenient

little words

Spun in hope

Past. numbness. Not a nice person

on writing, ADHD

older poetry, posted

The portion of the therapy I pay for where I talk about how unseen I felt and how I was perceived as ‘too much’ Loosing and replacing...

Re-inserting my card numbers into accounts online after losing my bank card. ADHD (and tiredness) The delay of waiting for a new...

poetry, poem diary some fiction, some inspired by experiences or abstract versions of experiences, or emotions, more vague

About me.

The cheek! Tara blog, poetry