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Hard to know which is which
confusion, delaying diagnosis, questioning everything, self-doubt, undiagnosed childhood ADHD, feeling like an annoyance, feeling misunderst
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Nov 7, 202411 min read
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Winnie, scared, poetic excavation of my darkest thoughts
repetitive thoughts, slowly being more nourishing, slowly the loving ones getting less ignored
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Nov 5, 20243 min read
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It takes..
either faith, or delusion(!) to publish these posts and schedule posts with no followers!!! (good way of storing some of my work, I...
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Nov 4, 20241 min read
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Transgenerational trauma
Things shouldn’t be the way they were, just because they’ve always been, trauma, doesn’t make sense, change, move forward, growth
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Nov 1, 20241 min read
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The world is not ..
The world feels painful Sensitive Reaching out and getting stung Wanting, and never, wanting Opening and slamming the door
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Oct 27, 20241 min read
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Spilled soup - the crib notes Explaining leaky soup
The cheat sheet - bread and soup Tarastar
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Oct 22, 20241 min read
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ADHD and The baby
ADHD awareness, working hard, exhaustion, masking, trying feeling behind shame. The basket on the water, poetry, child like,
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Oct 19, 20241 min read
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Not being believed is a huge trigger for me
The concept of truth is a huge one in my life. Truth and lies.
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Oct 19, 20241 min read
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Tara Star poetry
ADHD (burnout) poem, regress past me
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Oct 10, 20241 min read
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The first to notice
all the purples, poetry journal,
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Oct 6, 20241 min read
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Quicksand
and sparks
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Sep 29, 20245 min read
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Too many ‘examples’
Tara star, misogyny, harassment, safety
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Sep 28, 20242 min read
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What it can feel like - notes and ideas
What it’s like when your family don’t seem to read feelings in others very well, or have the levels of empathy that you do They care in...
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Sep 28, 20243 min read
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Why I wanted an ADHD assessment
ADHD women, society’s judgement, my shame
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Sep 27, 20246 min read
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Image.
You never know what someone is going through, past me Poser. Covering up
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Sep 27, 20242 min read
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The day you died
connection, community, juxtaposed, reflection, that moment, imagining you in an earlier life
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Sep 16, 202413 min read
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Why people who struggle with mental health, who are starry pegs pushed into square box conformity..
describing that feeling, all the feelings, wondering if you are the drama, lyric quotes, beautiful, powerful, Taylor Swift, therapy
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Sep 16, 20242 min read
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Navigation
extra navigation, me, ADHD, trauma, finding your way around, full of potential, hope, light - poetry
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Sep 14, 20241 min read
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Delusions of grandeur
When I think, what’s the point? Well, why not?
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Sep 13, 20243 min read
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Spoken word, Breathtaking (powerful ITV drama), body shame and insecurities
personal moments - spoken word poem Breathtaking, my life, my story, body, rejection sensitive dysphoria, pandemic, key workers
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Sep 13, 202415 min read
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