poet - Clumps of knowledge soaked-in trauma .. that feels baked-in, but isn't. wording changed, I feel myself, more present, connected to what's true. See the devastation, can open up more, feel less like intermingled soup My force field of self esteem is thinly veiled and therefore, resolute old one, poems, re-worked I can do this. time changes, looking back - and forward tarastar