the dark

So lonely So lonely So far away from you You are right there with minuscule moments, only, of connection I’m zip zaps and hums and dings...

I don’t trust my own judgement

Woven into me Like rib indentations in my chest You see them pulsing and they disappear, into the chest wall Without needing releasing...

Want to distance myself, don’t remember, doesn’t feel like me Tara blog

links and literal responses, Tarastar, writing

I remember hearing two friends of friends, who I hadn’t known for very long, chatting about me.

fluctuations and lack of feelings. discomfort in the body. ‘Should’. defence mechanisms

TTPD. The Manuscript - How likely that I could have future fertility issues due to your lies? How foolish that I ‘trusted’ you

imprinted on me

How does it look to everyone else? How does it feel inside, to you?

Just because you say so, surfing, light-hearted words

poetics, abstract .. I wish you peace, love, joy and happiness

All the different sides of me

Sometimes I’m just really disappointed

I had Love letters, notes to each other written in my phone possible .. tarastarpoetry.medium.com Pride The parts of me that wanted, and...

Writer’s paradise

Once I’m with the Wizard

wanting to raise awareness, not doing it, shame, self-blame, definitions blog years old ideas

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