How does it look to everyone else? How does it feel inside, to you?

Just because you say so, surfing, light-hearted words

poetics, abstract .. I wish you peace, love, joy and happiness

All the different sides of me

Sometimes I’m just really disappointed

I had Love letters, notes to each other written in my phone possible .. tarastarpoetry.medium.com

Writer’s paradise

Once I’m with the Wizard

wanting to raise awareness, not doing it shame, self-blame, definitions blog years old ideas

To attach.

Keeping my ego ‘in check A confused ego / trying to build self-worth Delusions of grandeur to deny my needs and the fact that I need to

poetry if you scroll down, New Year

Making life come alive, patterns and self-blame

Why does it seem so easy?

I feel like a commodity, trauma and poetry, we move further forward, slowly, there is change

Swallow my shame, diary of poem, I’m always to blame

‘We love your energy’ Give it all, feel shame Cyclone Scared On high-alert In case you suck me in

Triggered by untruths.. and confused Triggered by the little lies Stricken by the divide Created, from stories, so irrelevant

distraction, brain overrun, mind slowing down

It hurts me how little respect you have for me And me being the joke is more convenient