barriers to medical treatment, out of joint, discombobulated, hurt, alone, isolating myself, independence, self-sufficiency

Missing a piece Not clicked in You don’t see Abandonment of self My internal universe That, you assume, is only of me

ADHD women, society’s judgement, my shame

intense thinking, heavy on heart, reasonable, justified, I care, nervous system

You never know what someone is going through, past me Poser. Covering up

ideas, inspiration

Baseline, expectation, denial

spoken word draft, just me reading a poem

poetic note-y journal

Non - ideal. So, a good response would be..

Responses to adult ADHD diagnosis, poetry journal

loss of my life

late adult ADHD diagnosis

About me.

staring off into the distance.. thinking about my future

When should I expect this to happen?

Her body and soul reacted, naturally

I am not a conundrum to be solved, the best, relief, stims, Cheers universe (you’re also beautiful) have to be grateful, self - blame, sham

reputation, who am I to you, poetry journal, Tara poetry, Taylor Swift (use of reputation)

I wonder..