ADHD and shame, poetry on trauma, sometimes I despair at the world

Diary

Huge hearts that end up alone They sense inauthenticity as ‘weird’ When you are in adult body and never feel grown

stiff and silly putty at the same time

A question? Bewilderment, ADHD and negative messages received, society, diagnosed as adult

the blues, forest, poetry, remembering me, my voice, is it my fault? self-blame, shame, brain being reminded, hope

Blue sky

draft-style poetry that I should probably apologise for (!), people pleasing, not feeling seen, don't apologise for who you are!

ADHD (burnout) poem, regress past me

How does that make them feel?

a maze of feelings, a myriad of my dealings - with you

all the purples, poetry journal,

Have I gaslit and hurt myself after seeing other people Do they even like me?

If I don’t please you. I say sorry and am blanked

afterthought - what I expect,

Lets be us - collective, survivors

I feel uneasy

words with rhythm

No question mark. Not about one event, person or idea. Fiction. How people can subtly demand without force

What’s wrong with that? I like how I view the world (in so many ways).. Tara speaks