Thoughts out loud, trying to heal

Pushing them away, poet it’s complicated, walls I matter. inner conflict They left, it wasn’t love people pleasing into destruction

They are the ones who see the world They are honest and wonderful These forces of kind and strong

A new world Where a person can express

Momentarily significant thoughts Lighting up like candles, in change Me, the sinner with the retorts It simmers Until I’m distraught

Missing a piece Not clicked in You don’t see Abandonment of self My internal universe That, you assume, is only of me

loss of my life

About me.

bright beautiful sensitive hurting

Years of fog, taking the pain away, You continue as normal, not seeing me, not interested in all your ‘play’

poetic diary, becoming, feeling haunted

get comfortable with the uncomfortable, I’ve had a lifetime’s practice

poetry, trauma, Tara star